So, I’m on my way to the VA for a PTSD meeting. I’m in my car driving, and then…5 weeks later, I am semi awake.
I am hallucinating for another 3-4 weeks. I am kinda awake, and am coherent best I can be. I have a memory lapse, and my body hurts and feels different. I awake fully, and I’m at Dresher Hills rehab in a bed. Olivier has been supportive in all regards to keep The Inspired Eye continuing. He has been as a Son to me in a most appreciated way.

My wife and life partner Tanya, has been more concerned, supportive and loving, probably more then I deserve. She has never abandoned me and keeps me alive in all ways a life partner could do.
That’s enough of the beginning of the journey. Now, to my photography. I joined some groups on Facebook and post photos in them reguarly. There are no new photos since the accident in March 2024.

This time away from my cameras has given me time to reflect on my work. I wish I could say that I have found new meanings in my photography and that I have found a new starting point. I wish I could feel different about my work and that I have discovered something new.
I can only say that my life work in my photography has been on course and focused on my here and now, for as long as I have lived it.. I wish I could say that the lies life has thrown at me, jaded my emotions, thoughts, and reasons for continuing my work.
Truth is, I can’t to any of it.
…and now, now I am faced with the fact that I may never walk the streets again. So where does the new here and now put me?
I will continue to write about this for a while.